So, in a previous post, I mentioned there was something on my mind that I wasn't saying that was clouding my ability to blog. Well, in the best interest of this blog and its readers - upon 50% careful consideration and 50% blogging whilst emotional, I have decided to, in the words of John Mayer, 'say what I need to say' for cathartic reasons. In the spirit of 'stuff white chicks do on facebook', yes, you can assume that post is directed at one specific individual. You are also welcome to judge me for handling this in the form of a blog post (as opposed to a phone call, personal email, etc.). Anyhow.
Without any further ado....
I honestly still cannot believe you did this to me. I am still angry. I am still in shock. And I am still hurt. Don't get me wrong - I am doing fine. I am doing well. But you wronged me and you hurt me and you know it. If you think I've forgotten you or if you think I've forgotten what you did to me, you are surely wrong. If you think I am somehow confused and that I think there is possibly some misunderstanding that leads to some acceptable explanation of your behavior, you are also wrong.
I was good to you. I deserved better. I would not have done this to anyone - I surely would have not done this to you. If the end goal was to make me hate you or make me think you are a bad person - you have not succeeded at this, however, again, you have succeeded at hurting me. And if you possibly think, for one second, that you are, in some way, off the hook for what you did - you are wrong. I cannot believe you were so selfish that you didn't think twice about causing me pain because you felt, for whatever reason, that you needed to do so at this time in your life. So, if you have a conscience, or if you have any consideration for anyone for anyone but yourself, let it be known that you should feel guilty for what you did to me every single day of your life.
I might be out of sight. I might be out of mind. You are welcome to be a coward and hide - that doesn't undo the wrong you have done to me. I don't wish ill on you but I do sincerely believe you should feel terrible about yourself as a person for what you did to me (and to some others as well). I am a decent person and I am disgusted by what I got from you in the end. Both you and I know I deserved better. Again, I don't hate you, and I surely will go on just fine in life, but let it be known that what you did to me will never be forgotten. I am very confident that you are so vain that you will definitely know this post is about you.
Again, dear readers, go ahead and judge me for posting this (juvenile, emotional, passive aggressive, what have you) - it felt good for me to get this off my chest. Now, on to some other posts.
Without any further ado....
I honestly still cannot believe you did this to me. I am still angry. I am still in shock. And I am still hurt. Don't get me wrong - I am doing fine. I am doing well. But you wronged me and you hurt me and you know it. If you think I've forgotten you or if you think I've forgotten what you did to me, you are surely wrong. If you think I am somehow confused and that I think there is possibly some misunderstanding that leads to some acceptable explanation of your behavior, you are also wrong.
I was good to you. I deserved better. I would not have done this to anyone - I surely would have not done this to you. If the end goal was to make me hate you or make me think you are a bad person - you have not succeeded at this, however, again, you have succeeded at hurting me. And if you possibly think, for one second, that you are, in some way, off the hook for what you did - you are wrong. I cannot believe you were so selfish that you didn't think twice about causing me pain because you felt, for whatever reason, that you needed to do so at this time in your life. So, if you have a conscience, or if you have any consideration for anyone for anyone but yourself, let it be known that you should feel guilty for what you did to me every single day of your life.
I might be out of sight. I might be out of mind. You are welcome to be a coward and hide - that doesn't undo the wrong you have done to me. I don't wish ill on you but I do sincerely believe you should feel terrible about yourself as a person for what you did to me (and to some others as well). I am a decent person and I am disgusted by what I got from you in the end. Both you and I know I deserved better. Again, I don't hate you, and I surely will go on just fine in life, but let it be known that what you did to me will never be forgotten. I am very confident that you are so vain that you will definitely know this post is about you.
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Again, dear readers, go ahead and judge me for posting this (juvenile, emotional, passive aggressive, what have you) - it felt good for me to get this off my chest. Now, on to some other posts.
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2 comments:
HAHAHA, I am laughing because you are kissing this low life bitch's arse. WHY? Why are you giving this trash more emotional power over you? Check your credit reports and other financial items, you never know.
I would NEVER TRUST THAT SKUNK AGAIN! And, she will do it again.
Count this as a lesson learned.
Move on!
Thank you for the comment, Anon. I am going to respond to this in a separate post. :-)
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