Amai Hanashi

I am selfish...since I want both...

" Saat Anda membawa Alkitab, Setan relax saja..Saat Anda membukanya, Setan akan mulai curiga..Anda membacanya, Ia Gelisah..Anda memahaminya, Ia kejang..Anda mengamalkan Alkitab dalam kehidupan seharian, Setan pasti akan Stroke..Terus baca & amalkan, agar Setan stroke sepenuhnya, jantung nya akan mati. Ketika ingin menyebarkan msg ini, Setan pun mencegahnya. Setan berbisik," aik,jgn layan msg ini..x pyh lar fowad sma org lain..ko jga y pnat...sekarang keputusan di tangan Anda..."

This is what happen when Love conquer everything....

Last night I was in this club where not a lot of people come...Of course, its Tuesday..and Chinese New Year s around the corner..so not a lot of people come..i went there to celebrate 'nenek' bday..65th years old...where this scene suddenly happen...

There is this beautiful, very young lady who have been SLAPPED..i repeat..SLAPPED by his bf..im not so sure first, but when his bf come and try to kiss her, and then slapped her again..im alrready in the situation..because it happen in our table...

Im confuse with this relationship..the girl have to bear everything...the slapping, the beaten and the dirty words towards her...until, for some time she have to bring the wound everywhere..the physical maybe not hurt a thing...but the pain in the heart bleeding hardly...

this man already have a wife and some kids...and he already in the relationship with his girl for 3, almost 4 years...i know he love her...but the ego, the pride of a man, selfish and jealousy became all over him...untill, when she drink with Carol ( Carol is half men, half women)..he can get termendeously jealous..AHO!

this girl have to stay with him...maybe maintain the relationship for
some time..with only 2k salary..she have to pay loan of 1.8k every month..plus with her sister education at Petronas university..not including all the necessity bills..she have to bear everything..poor girl...

Sometimes, im just thinking how lucky i am..i have a wonderful, caring family...and very charming and nice boyfriend...i m thinking why God give me such wonderful things; where i think i dont deserve it...But, in a way , i am truly, deeply grateful with everything I have...maybe, in the future i wont get much lucky like now, but at least i know the feeling of being so lucky...I maybe dont have any luck in terma of money, but without money i still can feel love..and love is not when someone beat, or slap or throw u dirty words..

Love means respect to others..trust and believe...accepting others as much as they accept you..and a chance to be yourself..if ur boyfriend talk dirty words,slap or beat you....please, dont hesitate leave him...dont think twice..dont think far..just run away from him...God will give the best for you..just wait, because He wont let u waiting too long...

2 Questions about your blog~
What is your blog's title and reason to make it yours?

Appy Hillester Sylvester : easy to serach when i forgot

Your blog is categorized as a? (personal, photography, food, place, fashion etc...)

:- Personally me...my opinion, my own way of thinking...Everything i feel

~Randomly about you~
Your favorite colors.

:- White...because, all colours ends with white...and white makes things easy..

What is your happiest childhood memory?

:- When i get 4 A's for my UPSR...i stepped on the stage..not knowing that i was that brilliant..hehe..( perasan ..!!!)..all the others on the stage comes form very high level family except me..feel like i make my family proud of me...

What is your all time favorite song? Link it from you tube etc.

:- I Love You - Joanna Wang

What was the last song you heard?
:- Baby : sweet version..the girl from Philippines


What is your favorite song during exercise/working out?
:- Empire State Of Mind : Jay-Z ft Alicia Keys

What song will you hear to get you sleep at night?
:- Sarawak Sape


Who was the last person you message?
:- Roger , the love of my life...

What was the best vacation you ever had?

:- Penang, with both of my parents..haha..lots of memories


Food and beverages?
:- KFC Jom Jimat ..!!!
:- Nasi kukus Sooka...


~Your favorite quote~
:- "Just let it simple..or make it simple."

~Your inspiration photo~

:- haven't found it yet...:)


~A smiling picture of you~




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i left my blog for a loooonnnggg time..
hehe...just rememeber it when i read my friends blog, and feel want to write something too..
2011...making me new...
Now, i live in Section 7 of Shah Alam,because Im studying in UiTM..just a level up for me..taking degree(finally..!! ) in Information System Engineering..( where i know nothing about..) in 2nd semester...actually i should be in 3rd semester but, i cannot transfer some subject...so i stay in 2nd sem...i took 4 subject in 2nd sem, another 3 in 3rd sem..and im planning to take 2 paper for coming intersesi..just let see how i manage my time for this semester...

Enough with my study..now my house..
I live in Section 7..my neighbours are Indians and Malays...when we talk about Indians, we all know how they talk, and this is the new environment i have to learn..they talking to loud like the entire block could hear them..and they still young...maybe,, all in their genes...
i have to learn to accept this one...

I own my room..hehe..that the best thing i think..i can do whatever in my room..i mean, i can study with my own styles, and do whatever i want...even if i want to make mess in my room, its all up to me..
but,i have to sit on the floor when i want to study, and thats something i have to learn also..i have this back-ache since i start studying on the floor and it really hurt..i can hardly stand up, bow, sleep and other thing related..but, still i have to manage this one..maybe i should buuy a desk and a chair, but my room is so small, im afraid it would not fit..but, i think of it later..after i get my money..
hehe....

I met new friends.. in CSS.. of course...
my house mate is an active members in css, so i met people through her..
Thanks Eleen...
I just met a few, i should met all of them..i want to make myself useful..now i dont have any reasons not to active, since it only take 50cents to go to the CSS house..or SantaMaria Villa,..so they called..Amanda, who is one of the member, ask me to join Semenanjung Camp..in late Feb..but, have to think about..im afraid i got this tests, or quizzes at that time...wish i could make it...

for now that's all...nothing interesting..just me...

Last thursday was my First day of working...but im not working, in the way other people like me are working...first week of working the company gives us training...for us to polish and improve our skills...

but i feel like going back to school...we have to write down a lot of notes...assesments to be passed..and gettig to others...

and the food are very expensive...feel like i want to bring food from home...hee~~ i did think about it...and i will keep thinking about it...the best thing is, there is a cafe in our office where u can have milo, coffee tea or even hot chocolate for free...hehe...( im very axcited when i hearrd taht i can get free hot chocolate !!)

the office ( or we call the call floor.. ) are in a very cold condition...its was very cold inside until one of friend got sick after 2 days training..there is no air cond controller in the call floor...so everyone must get used of the condition...crazy...how these people stand still in a cold place like that...???
i wonder how am i gonna work then...

next week i will have to sit for 2 big exam .... the PCE's exam and Role play exam...
PCE's is a insurance license which everyone of us must have the insurance..if not, then we cannot sell our product...and the Role lay exam is a test where we will sell our product to customer..i hope i will pas both exams..because im too tired to find other job...the salary is just enough for me....but this is for starting..to gaim experience and to save money for my convo...

" O Lovely God, Please bless my journey through all my daily life..to you i come, and before You i pray..."