Crazy Person!!!!

OMG I'm a freaking nut job!!! I have had the worst couple of weeks that I have had in a long time. I have let my stress consume me. My attitude and my personality changed. Because of this I lost the guy I have loved for 1.5 years. We have spoken and decided to talk some more. This was our first rough patch and we feel we gave up to easily. We were supposed to talk today but he had a tooth pulled. I pushed and pushed all day long. I've been so anxious for us talk that I have not only driven him nuts but myself as well!